Sunday, October 22, 2006

Thanks!

I noticed that when I indicated on my MSN nick I've updated my blog, I actually get a number of different people visiting it. Cool. Thanks guys! But err...next time leave note/comment also can? Then I know who u are.. :-)

Saturday, October 21, 2006

It's the little things...

I realised I have 2 other posts in the making, waiting to be published but I haven't finished them yet. The first I started, then put it aside to start on a second since I had the inspiration. Then I put that one aside and now I'm starting on this one. Sigh.

Went for a mini hike (err...ok, nature walk) at MacRitchie Reservoir Park this morning. To be more specific, it was the HSBC Treetop Walk - you know, that long (yeah, right!) wooden suspension bridge stretching across a valley at the height of the forest canopy so you can see the flora and fauna from up high? Ok that's immaterial with regard to my point so I won't go into too much detail about the walk itself.

What I did want to highlight was that there were a few younger kids with us, ages ranging from..oh I dunno..4 or 5 to about 12? Anyway..what really amazed me about this bunch was their determination to go on despite the circumstances and the difficulties. One of them had an injured foot and spent pretty much the whole journey limping instead of walking normally. Yet, he was still determined to keep up with the rest of the adults and, in fact, he spent much of the journey ahead of most of us.

Then, towards the later half of the walk, another young boy had difficulty keeping up and wanted to be carried, but for certain reasons (I won't go into details), people generally preferred that he kept going on foot instead of being carried. A few of his friends then surrounded him and gave him constant encouragement, supporting him (morally and physically!), singing with him familiar songs like "You Raise Me Up" and the Hokkien "Hold my hand" to keep his spirits up and sometimes even somewhat dragging him just so he would continue on his own.

Seeing that, I flashed back to some memories I had of the not too distant past, when I was in school. Being a bit..erm...big, I was always the slowest on the track, not to mention the fact that in those days I (usually) couldn't run even a relatively short distance like 2.4km without stopping. It's at those times that I did stop running (i.e. I just gave up and walked on the track) that my friends who were running with (or usually overtaking) me would basically take me by the hand (!) and drag me along, forcing me to keep up with them at least for a brief period of time.

Back to the present: said boy stops again, squats down and refuses to move. Friends again encourage and spur him on.
Flashback again to even more recent past: images of BMT recruits doing a route march or face down on a hot surface doing pushups. It's tough, but each person does his part, carries his load and that of his buddies if necessary, encouraging each other, sticking with each other no matter what happens (well..mostly).

It's hard (or perhaps when it comes to these kids, it's not so hard) to think that in 10-15 years' time, these young kids will be doing the same thing again, this time wearing green, with dirt on their faces and mud on their hands, carrying much heavier loads and with much more responsibility on their shoulders than just a little water bottle and their friend's comfort. They'll have their own lives and the lives of each other, their commanders, their colleagues and their men to take care of. They've gotten a good start, I think. And I think they'll do well later on, if they keep this up.

Uncles and aunties, parents of these children, I applaud and salute you. Perhaps someday when I think the going's getting tough, and I hear "You Raise Me Up", I'll think back to this day and I'll remember the encouragement of your children, and that will be enough to keep me going. Perhaps.

Monday, October 02, 2006

Revival...

...of my blog lah! Yes, it's been a really long time since I last posted anything in this space. In fact, I was reasonably confident that my blog had already seen its last entry - after all, who actually reads it or bothers about it, right? But for a number of months already, I've been pondering about this comment that a reader had left, and in this comment she explained in not too much detail that one of the entries in this blog had encouraged her - I can't even remember offhand which entry it was now, but from what I do remember it wasn't one of my "pet" entries, i.e it was a "blast and forget about it" kind of entry, not one that I had spent an unusually long time on or that I had devoted too much thought to.(afternote: after checking, I realised it was one of my "pet entries", although it didn't take too long to come up with, it still did hold some significant meaning for me) Anyway, as I read that comment that she had left, I remember thinking "now isn't that why I created a blog in the first place? Not to describe in vivid detail my daily, quotidian (and, very often, boring) routine, but rather to share thoughts and reflections on things that matter to me, whether they be songs, situations, Bible passages or whatever, and in the process hopefully someone somewhere who comes across my blog would see some sense or be encouraged by what I have to write.

Well that was a lost vision for a number of months, though somewhere in the back of my head I still remembered my blog and what it could have been.... until just - yeah, like maybe half an hour ago as of 022040H (or 8.40pm GMT +8 on the 2nd of October to you civilians out there) - when I read the newly started blog of a friend, and learnt of how his views about blogging were at least somewhat similar, if not identical, to mine. OK, I will admit I have, in the not-so-distant past, been known to require one or several slaps in the face (NOT literally so please don't start getting ideas...) to wake me up to reality. But this was one major WAKE UP CALL, and so it didn't take me too long to decide to respond by doing the only thing that seemed appropriate at the moment - to revive this blog and get it moving again. So here we are, at the end of this very long winded entry, probably not much wiser than we were at the beginning. But it has been said that the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step - I guess my journey of a thousand kliks (kilometres, for those unfamiliar with the slang) just began with a few clicks, hmm?